久しぶり☆

heya. i just got my computer sent to me from my parents in australia today, and it just arrived, so i was looking around and i saw all the things that were in my favourites on the internet thing when i opened it up. And i saw this and was reminded of it very strongly! So i opened it up and was having fun reading my angstyness and watching videos, so i decided to write in it again and see how everything is going! I'm sure nobody reads this, but it doesn't matter, cause it's fun to read back on it later.

but today i have been angsty too...i think it's cause my birthday is coming nearer and i am not lookign forward to it for the first time ever.

and club is ridiculous because we're performing on thursday. we practiced for like 9 hours today, the whole time pretty much on a stage under bright lights sweating. and i have to play a solo which is scary because they have so much pressure on them. the teacher is scary as, dude. and she drives me insane a lot of the time. it's very annoying. grr.

but! that's all i can be bothered to write about right now. so have fun!
Love Sa

Hello for a long time ago!!

Wow it's really been way too long since I even looked at this window! Problem is i'm feeling very restlessa dn really dont' feel like doing blogging tonight. BUT! Only 5 more days of school!! And I only have 2 more pieces of assessment, then 4 in testing week and then I'm all done! Do you know how good that feels? Well people who go to school with me will, and you boys who are already finished and having fun bumming around would know what it will feel like eventually :P I actually don't like you guys much at the moment! Except Darsh and Snoopy, who still have one more exam tomorrow.
GOOD LUCK BOYS!!!!!! ********** (<----Lucky stars da ne)
So! Yeah i actually dont' have much to write about.
Oh i got a job. Yes I actually have the BEST job ever....and I only work on weekends and it's fun and I love it. I'm a gecko girl! I paint faces and balloon model and supervise jumping castles and corporate events and birthday parties. OMG i love it so much.
*hugs to the best job ever*
Only 72 (?) days to go until Japan. I'm going to live in Eniwa (a city/suburb near Sapporo) in Hokkaido, and I might be going to school in Sapporo at a private school called Hokusei Gakuen (I don't know which one, there is a private girls school, and a university high school...but look them up they both look pretty amazing!) My family is 2 girls (Kokoro and Miki) who are 29 and 25, respectively, a father and a brother who lives somewhere else and rarely comes home to visit. SO! That will be awesome fun though, cause I'll get all different perspectives and get to go home and to school by myself and make friends by myself and it will be awesome!!!!
So exciing!!! But through my excitement, everytime I cross of on eof the countdown numbers I get sad and depressed and scared for a few days...so as they're getting slower together taht could become more frequent...so watch out!
OMG I NEED TO WRITE MY ROTARY SPEECH!! Must do that this weekend, ok? Don't let me do anythign until I have done it.
Hope you're all enjyoing the last few bits of school.
Look my up on facebook, that's how I'm going to keep in contact while i'm away, k? Goodo!
Love Always
Sa ^.^

cop-out update

But he's so amazing!!!
Love Sa

Cuteness

Btw, Music Festival was awesome fun, it was so nice to be with people who all wanted to be there for the same reason and it made it sound awesome.

Have fun!
Love Tessa

Tonight....

I was sitting under the stars today. well....the clouds. But it was so nice...even though there weren't many stars because the clouds were in the way...but it's nice. It was nice and cool today though, and the breeze was a really nice feeling on my face...i dunno it was nice and it made your realise how....i dunno...how big everything is. I guess it's nice to just sit and not think about anything for a while. And I should do some english soon...
ah well!
japanese study....test tommorrow....see you later.
think about the stars and the clouds and wind ^w^
Love Sa

The Countdown Begins

I'll write more about Tuross later....but quickly before orchestra.....

143 days!!!!!!!

Love Sa

Question?

Someone asked me today "What is a boyfriend to you?"
My answer was it's like having the best friend you've ever had...but you can hug and kiss them without beign ultra weird...
What do you guys think? girlfriend can be substituted, of course.
Love Sa